i decided to name it thingism by the way. till i come up witha new name. but by the way. i was realllly realllly high when i posted that. but i still liek it and it still makes sense to me, so im going to continure posting about it. i knew someday i would figure out the meaning of life. i just didnt thnk id be high when i did it. lol

[organice machine] made up of nutirnts/nano-organi c machines. when the body dies it is broken up, into the nano organic
[nano-organic machines] the nutrients of the non-living[organic] through the earth
[organic machines] serve purposes to the non-living and to the living as well as there selves. living machines serving the co-existant. liek coffee to the wokring person.

i fgured a way back into wut we really exist for. the non living serve a purpose to the living. such as a coffee pot serves the living its fruits, coffee. keeping the living awake, created within the coffee maker, transfered to the living being, chemical reactions in the body making the nonliving [coffee] a living reaction. serving its living purpose. when a person dies it becomes non living, decomposing into the earth creating nutrients for the living, [plants] as well as during life we serve the co-existing living [plants] a service. they create oxygen, and we create carbon monoxide, we serve the plants as a [machine] for there air, as well as they do for us. that being said, when a person dies they are in a sense [celbrated] in a form of festive measures. [funerals]in which the deceassed are placed in caskets. the body is never left to decompose, to never serve there non-living purpose. we live as [machines] to the [co-existant] as do they to us. [organic machines] we live for multiple yet limited purposes, and die for multiple limited purposes. i have barely scratched the the surface of this information. hopefully more to come.

Now, no offense wut so ever to those of u with faith or some form of religion. This is only wut ive observed. Ive noticed that religious ppl (christians in paricular) are so blissfully unaware of how hurtful, and discriminatory they are towards others. They also think they have no choices in life, and are basically jus puppets for god and satan to play with. if they get a thought that in any way lead away from religion, then its satan telling them this. And to them, wut im saying isnt me, its what satan is telling me to say. Its not my fault that im Bisexual. they beleive satan has made me think that i am. Hmm. I have no choices? Am i just a pawn in a sick little game that the divine play? Who knows. im not completely saying that there wrong. i follow socratic method. know that u know nothing. and noone knows for sure if religion is real or not. If god is all understanding, im pretty sure he'll understand y we had a hard time beleiving in him. when our religions send us mied messages and we have like forty different religions and denominations, its hard to knwo wut to follow. so i say. just live life. if god does exist he sure as hell doesnt want u to b miserable. and if he doesnt. well, wut is there to say then. lol. Now if u ahve faith in any form dont let wut i say sway u from it at all. faith is a great thing to have and many like myself wish they had it at all. But in my experience they dont want u to explore ur religion enough. They want it to be based on nothing but faith. which in a way is good. but without exploration or conflict there can be no enlightenment.

Much luv
<3~~
Zak