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monkeyhead305
FFR Overall Rank:166,986
FFR Average Rank:47,948
FFR Grandtotal:30,173,700
FFR Games Played:114
FFR Multiplayer Level:1
Gender:Female
Location:i wish it were Japan, Texas, USA
Last Activity:10-28-2008
Member for: 0.89 years
Gaming Region:USA - Pacific Northwest
Profile Views: 573
Profile Votes:29
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About me:
hi...well what do i say..i love anime and ddr(also inculdes stepmania and ffr)..yea i love being with my friends and my boyfriend...i constantly get beat up by my guy friends...sucks to be me right....lol although i beat them back i still lose...sad..i love hanging with my bests friends mario, abby, and katherine i love hanging out with my cousin shes cool uhm yea thats mostly me i guess..or whatever idk
Interests:
I LOVE MUSIC...rock is my fav..i love DISTURBED and AVENGED SEVENFOLD!! i also love VAMPIRE KNIGHT,naruto shippuden and clannad...i like going to the mall with my friends or just walk around town with them..i love hanging with my boyfriend and his buddys..there funny as hell...
Fav music:
Disturbed, Avenged Sevenfold, System of a down, serj tankian, Evanesence, three days grace, three doors down, papa roach, sences fail, bullet for my valintine, atreyu, 30 seconds to mars, linkin park, rammstein, t.A.t.U
Fav movies:
horror is my #1 , comedy is my #2 drama is not so much but i like it!! and of course DEATH NOTE MOVIE...
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Longing
Posted on: May 13, 2008, at 09:05:07am   [1 comment]
Come to me in my dreams,
And then by day,
I shall be well again,
For so the night will more than pay,
The hopeless longing of the day.


Walking
Posted on: May 13, 2008, at 09:04:40am   [0 comments]
I woke up this morning,
My heart lay bare,
Looked all around me,
There was nobody there,
I found myself thinking,
Why the hell do I care?
Deep in my soul.
There’s nothing left to spare,
So I start to realize,
I still have love to share.

Regrets of Time
Posted on: May 13, 2008, at 09:04:19am   [1 comment]
Time flies by,
Do you pay attention?
If you don’t stop to look,
You might miss something,
Do you stop to sit down and look back?
Look at all the good times you had,
With friends and family,
Because if you don’t they could disappear,
In the blink of an eye,
Let the bad be forgotten,
It’s happened and you don’t realize how,
Important anyone is until they disappear,
Now I realize what I’ve should’ve seen,
But never did,
Until it was too late,
I never realized he’s been missed so much,
Or how bad it would take a toll on everyone,
But that’s what I wanted.
Then,
But now I live with the daily regret,
Or telling him I wished he was dead.
Then it did,
He was dead within the week.
But I know,
No one can cure the pain,
This pain is only for me to bare.
No one can take the pain,
No matter…
How hard they try.
No one can help me now.
But I’ve caused all this pain.
So I deserve it.

The Cycle starts Again
Posted on: May 13, 2008, at 09:03:49am   [1 comment]
I hate the way I feel,
No matter what I do,
The more I try to talk,
About how I feel,
The more I want,
The pain to go away,
So into the bathroom I go,
Desperately searching for the razor,
Ripping through things tearing the bathroom cabinet apart,
Where the HELL is that damn thing,
One little slice that’s all I need wrong,
I cut once then again I can’t stop,
It makes me feel better,
No more pain,
I don’t care,
How much blood that I lose,
I am hoping that I die,
I feel no pain,
Nothing at all,
You want to help me,
You beg me to stop,
I don’t think that you understand,
Even though you say that you do,
All I hear is you yelling at me,
Every single day of my life,
I feel ashamed,
I hide the scars,
That are on my arms,
I have tried to stop,
It only lasts a few weeks,
Then the cycle starts again.

Darkness is Forever
Posted on: May 13, 2008, at 08:57:36am   [0 comments]
Darkness is forever,
We hold it all together,
Together we rule,
Rule the devils,
We are vampires of the night,
We suck you blood,
Till there nothing in sight,
Seeing you makes me blind,
Gibing me a fright sight,
Loving the darkness,
Hating the light,
Killing the soul,
That walks at night,
Liking the screams,
The screams they make at night.

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manga_freak101 writes...
at 8:59:38pm on 12/1/08
XD im hungry...id say pretty nothing but boredom is up XP...omg opening vampire knight singers !!! kyaaahhh
XxstepmaniacxX writes...
at 7:34:51am on 12/1/08
yeah so sad..........
XxstepmaniacxX writes...
at 3:37:00pm on 11/24/08
hey what's up? looks like we all pretty much split up.... so how bout them pickles?
XxstepmaniacxX writes...
at 7:49:47am on 10/29/08
WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
XxstepmaniacxX writes...
at 7:49:22am on 10/29/08
Hey check out this pic. Jose gave me!!
L e e writes...
at 3:00:54pm on 10/14/08
u love me huh..........well i cant really complain^-^
have another pic;)
manga_freak101 writes...
at 11:35:54pm on 9/26/08
good im not alone then lol
L e e writes...
at 5:43:00pm on 9/26/08
OH HELL YES!!!!! youR exactly like me:):)
avanged seven fold and disturbed are my favourite bands too-i absoultly love naruto shippuden :):)YOUR FREEKING AWSOME:)BE MY FREIND
here have a pic
manga_freak101 writes...
at 1:40:31am on 9/25/08
sounds familar but probably not
manga_freak101 writes...
at 11:51:30pm on 9/23/08
haha u said that before
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