ive never really thought about the world until i got into english class this year. its a very philosophical class. i often second guess myself in that class. but im rambling.
there are things in this world that i dont understand. i wish i could understand them. but life moves on.
why do things happen to me when they happen? there are multiple things in my life that i thoroughly wish didnt happen when they do. i often hate myself and believe its my own fault for things to go bad.
when i listen to a sad song, a sad piece ive been listening to all day persay, i often think of everything. mainly love. why? cause its the one thing that i'll never EVER fully understand. i do love someone right now. he loves me. but he is not in this state. is it a test? a test to see if ive really stopped what i used to do in my past? well so far, ive passed. with flying colors. there you go world. try and stop me now.
my friends are my everything. mess with them, i will never like you. hurt them in any way, you will never be a friend of mine.
im a happy person when im with my friends. they will ALWAYS make me happy. im a fun-loving person. i swear, i will be a best friend in a matter of a few words. i am FUN. something alot of people dont understand anymore.
if you have read all of this, i applaud you.
well good night for now. i'll see you all another day.
i love you.

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There’s something wrong with a girl
If she goes for a walk by herself on a rainy day.
There’s something wrong with a girl
If she thinks of suicide everyday.
There’s something wrong with a girl
If she cries herself to sleep every night.

There’s something wrong with her life
If her parents fight everyday.
There’s something wrong with her life
If her brother is turning criminal.
There’s something wrong with her life
If her sister never acts her age.

There’s something wrong with a girl
If she isn’t happy.