my name is ashley. i'm fifteen years of age. im quite the interesting person, i suppose. i believe in using large words and proper forms of grammar and whatnot. i spend a lot of time in my thoughts. i dont make a lot of sense when i talk. i take things way too seriously. i act like a kid a whole lot. i contradict myself with every word i say. i prefer alternative music every second of my life. it makes the world go 'round. i dont want to believe i have anything in common with anyone because i wish to believe i am unique. im holding myself back. i ruin relationships with people who get too close to me. i cant hold a conversation worth shit. i like to swear. im catholic. i cant decide what to believe in, yet, ill stand up for my suposed beliefs if someone decides to trash them. ill let you call me names and tear me down, make fun of me and prove me wrong. then, ill put on a happy suit and pretend i dont really give a shit. somedays, life is worth living. others, id rather throw it all to hell. lets just say, ya never know what mood youll catch me in. truth be told, i put on an act in most situations because im too afraid to face the truth. thats the way i prefer it. dont act like you know who i am. dont try to relate. things are just better off that way.

i like waking up in black and white. i like thinking. i like listening to music. i like reading, taking long walks, shuffling my feet in the leaves on a fall day, catching snow flakes on my tongue in winter, basking in the sun and laying in the grass. i like writing. i like singing when im bored. i like pretending i know everything. art is my passion. drawing, painting, photography, everything. i collect skeleton keys and bouncy balls. they put a smile on my face. i like everything old including jewlery, literature, whatnot. i like zoos and acting like a kid. i like taking time for the little things. i guess.

I have circus theme songs constantly stuck in my head. Other than that, my favorite artists at this point in time would have to be The Matches, Forever The Sickest Kids, Cash Cash, Gallows, Chiodos, A DAY TO REMEMBER, Gym Class Heroes, William Control, Silversun Pickups, Good Charlotte, Aiden, FareWell, Say Anything, Motion City Soundtrack, Owl City, Backseat Goodbye, P.O.S., The Academy Is..., The Cool Kids, Cobra Starship, Muse, Taking Back Sunday, 3OH!3, From First To Last, UnderOath,...and so many more. P.S. I'm a sucker for cute/quirky/amazing love songs =]

Horror, Comedy, Romance, Action, Thriller, Sad, Happy, Black and White, Musicals, Silent.