It's mine and Will's two month anniversary today. I'm so excited and happy. This year I will actually have a boyfriend for Christmas and my birthday. Someone to take care of me. That's freaking sweet!

This is the man of my dreams. Seriously. I'm not even kidding you. He treats me like a fucking angel. I can't help it. I think he is the one I am supposed to be with.

I know. You went into the Army and then you message me out of the blue...and tell me that you're going to Iraq in three months. I don't want you too...But like Robert...I can say when I see you on TV...I know him. He's a hero.

I saw Robert today!!! OMG! I haven't seen him since the last day of school when he gave me a ride home. He enlisted into the Marines...I'm so worried about him and everything but there is nothing that I can do. He follows his heart...and he has so many friends that don't want him to go into the Marines...which I happen to be one of them. None of them realize like I do that he follows his heart. I'll just leave it at that. I know that he does...but...I'll just be a good friend and worry about him. And then...when he's a hero...I can say...I know him. I went to school with him. He was my best friend...He always looked out for me...I'm so proud of him for what he's done.

My Sister, My Sweetheart, My Boo, My Nigga, My Home Gurl, My Partner-In-Crime, My BEST FRIEND, My Right-Hand-Chick, My Juelz Santana (Cause I'm Killa Cam), My Jodie Breeze (Cause I'm Jeezy), My Notorious B.I.G (Cause I'm Puff), My Damon Dash (Cause I'm Jay-Z), My Gangsta Til the End, My Shorty, and My friend, My Blood (Cause Water wasn't thick enough), My Kelly (Cause I'm Beyonce), My Stitch (Cause I'm Lilo), My Ron (Cause I'm Kim Possible), My Robin (Cause I'm Batman), My Missy (Cause I'm Ciara), My Chuckie (Cause I'm Tommy), My Teresa (Cause I'm Barbie), My Peanut Butter (Cause I'm Jelly), My Heart (Cause Without U I Wouldnt Live), My Sidekick (Cause I'm the Hero...LOL) ~*You not just a gurl...your MY gurl*~ "Firstly, I want you to know that I love you to death and you will always be one of my best friendz that I'll love to death and will always be there 4 U, its hard for me to only pick 13 gals to send this to, so consider yourself lucky ... or is it not lucky? If I dont get this back I understand I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 13 females within five days. Please send this to your 13 FAV0RiTE females !!!!!!!! (including me)""