i already no that noone will read this but what the hell here it goes you said u loved me u said till death do us part now i learned that your love is like holding a grenade with the pin pulled and about to explode i gave u my heart and my soul and in return u gave me nothing but a pain that will never go away until i end my life now im in realm of heart ache alone without u by my side to help me from fallen now my heart lays in a black pile of ashes and without u im dead u said u loved me then u should have ment it and not cheated on me or rammed i knife through my heart and burnt it to ashes as i sit here ripping all your pitures off my walls i wonder was it the fact that i was just to easy going or the fact that im not like normal people who r to obsessed with there gay ass rap music no matter how much blood falls to the floor i still can't forgive what u did behind my back u took advantage of me and left me for dead instead of finishing the job u started and killing me off i gave up everything to show i loved u and what did u do u cheated on me with my best friend and as i cut myself to ease my pain i wonder if what the fuck i saw in you you were my only reason to live and now ur gone if u do read this i thank u for actauly reading my poem good bye for now

you never ment to hurt me you never ment to make my cry i couldn't stand the pain inside you never want to let me die i wish i could have seen your face again i wish i could have seen you smile once more i couldn't take away your pain night is coming and there's nothing left to say no eternity no hope for me and you we've gone and now were fading away i never ment to hurt you i never ment to make you cry i never want to let you die night is coming and there's nothing left to say no eternity no hope for me and you we've gone so far and now were fading away nothing changes everything thing has gone away hold me in your arms for the last time don't let me die tonight night is coming and there's nothing left to say no eternity no hope for me and you nothing changes everything has gone away we've gone so far and were fading away

blackness is all i see you once stood beside me when no one else would you'd always be there for me when i was all alone but now your gone and my heart has turned to a black ash but i fear my time is near and that i will never be whole again because you broke my heart and burnt it to a crisp now im forced to walk in a pit of darkness alone and heartless and feel the pain of what is called life with none of my friends to watch my back and stop me from lossing control of myself and help me in my time of need or help me from fucking up in life and save me before i fade to black i lost the only thing that kept me alive and safe my family won't even help me from this darkness of life my best friend just smokes pot all day and pisses me off all day with his fucking peer pressure i will not fall down and give in for i am already a fallen one and my heart will never heal ever again

the three best movies to see are the lost boys 2 hancock boondock saints my favorite 1 was lost boys 2 coment this if you get the time

bullet for my valentine
my chemical romance
blutengel
the best song from blutengel no eternity best song from mcr black parade best song from bullet tears don't fall