Wow I reached it much faster than I thought I would.

I can't figure out who I am. I don't seem to be interested by anything anymore. Hell, I can't even tell what my sexuality is anymore. Nothing is making sense. I feel like I should probably talk to someone, but I don't really think there is anyone I can talk to. I am beginning to lose my mind.


btw the levels of insanity go from 0 - 10, 0 being normal and 10 being the time where I am taken away in a white jacket

I think I may have some sort of prostate issues
:-/

It's happened. I have snapped. It has nothing to do with raine so don't think that.

My true self is finally starting to emerge, the self that I have been searching for for the last 5 years. I have never truly known the real me. All I have had are lies and fake personalities. This may just be the beginning of the end.