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azngirl123
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Location:New Jersey, USA
Last Activity:11-18-2009
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About me:
Names [Merlgil]. I’ve gone through a lot of things in life, more than average people but I never gone depressed that I had thoughts of suicide. Well to be honest, I had but I never would dare to do it. No way I’m a fake or anything. If you call me a fake, I’ll just laugh right in your face because you’re wrong. It’s so hilarious that something so little can become a parody. Just look at yourself (this isn’t to you unless you’re a jerk). I get bored and tired easily, so if you could keep me energetic then I’ll applause you, but you haven’t so no claps. I’m not a seal you know. Thins that piss me off is you, your mom, your dick cause it’s small as fuck, and your goofy look. Hahahahahahhahhaha, nahhh. I’m just kidding :] but I really dislike fakes. They can burn into the fire pits of hell for all I care. You can piss me off easily, so please don’t. I don’t want to be a dick and shit. I could be the nicest person you’ll ever meet but really, don’t try if I disapprove. If you see me in real life by any chance, please do not steal my iTouch before you see all the songs I listen to. D: I swear I do not have any gay songs [I lied] LOL. Just kidding, (I lied about lying.) I really do not have gay songs, but I hate listening to them. It’s weird because everyone loves my songs while I love their songs. I guess it’s just annoying to listen to the same songs over and over~ I know I write a lot. I feel so conceited right now. xD please forgive me. So if you want to read more, you can. It’ll just be random crap. :] Rawr, What if life wasn’t yours? Respect. Love every moment, with or without things you want, need or love. Your an amazing individual, I respect how hard you try, Yeah I'm random, that's just me. Don't use my style, create your own sensation.
Interests:
Crap i just found out i have a huge fetish for dinosaurs and cupcakes D: now i want to have a tattoo of a cupcake on my risk♥ and then get a snakebite. sexy much?
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static-x, hypnogaja, chevelle, all that remains, godsmack, killswitch engage, disturbed, the human abstract, poison the well, the mars volta, tool, ill nino, in flames, cradle of filth, kataklysm, dir en grey, girgamesh, trivium, devil driver, job for a cowboy, vital remains, bring me the horizon, slipknot, avenged sevenfold, my chemical romance, papa roach, underoath, saosin, the used, silver stein, escape the fate, we the kings, boys like girls, sing it loud, never shout never, white chapel, hollywood undeead, stereo skiline, brokencyde, bullet for my valentine, metallica, black tide, nirvana, megadeth, as i lay dying, ironmadien, slayer, bloc party, ministroy, system of a down, foo fighters, chiodos, all american rejects, basshunter, hawthorne heights, hellogoodbye, jeffree star, led zepplin. nickasaur, owl city, rammstein, silverstein, simple plan, sky eats airplane, we the kings, 30 seconds to mars, ect.
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'I miss you...'
Posted on: November 17, 2009, at 04:54:05pm   [0 comments]
I found a letter that said: I’m sorry that, you were asleep when I wrote these words

Dear (Insert name here),

You’re the emptiness that the whole world sings at night. You’re the laziness of the afternoon. You’re the reason why burst and why I bloom. How will I break the news to you? I just love this song, and you know what song I’m talking about. I just love you. You hold me down. How will I break the news to you? I just recently disappear from your life. I’m sorry I made this move but you know how life is for me. I really don’t want to talk about it but you know how it is with me and my family. They make me feel like shit. I just can’t take it. I’m making sure that everyone knows I’m here. Ha you might think that this is stupid but hey, we all have to let it go somehow, am I right? I’m sorry in every ways. If only this is really K.K.S. typing this letter...

Goodbye forever.

What I think k.k.s. wanted to say to me.


Ahaha, Yea-no. You think my life is perfect? Well you’re wrong. This is probably the 5th time this has happened. I never had anyone this close to me that had a situation like this. Can I just disappear, too? Many people will not like it, then why must I watch everyone else do it? Why can’t we just get fucked up and die? I can just imagine everyone wanting that option. Life isn’t easy. Yeah, I know that. I just want to run away and give up. When your parents just called me, I just burned straight to the bones. It wasn’t fun to experience. It just made me thrown it all away.

I’m sorry if I brought up something disturbing, so excuse me for that.


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RAWR! I EATZ U writes...
at 7:29:43am on 11/18/09
thx for the ups :]
sasori_of_sorrow writes...
at 7:23:05pm on 11/17/09
I was just playing along
…yeaaaaa XD
toxiclanemaster writes...
at 6:23:12pm on 11/17/09
Huraaah.
:D
I'm actually playing my guitar now. [:
toxiclanemaster writes...
at 6:15:44pm on 11/17/09
PFFFT, nawwwh.
:3
Not a lottt, just broed out of my mind.
Trying to find shit to do.
And yourself ?
:]
toxiclanemaster writes...
at 6:13:00pm on 11/17/09
Ohhai(:
sasori_of_sorrow writes...
at 10:02:10am on 11/17/09
Well
Let me get a look at you
Hmmmmm the camera just doesn’t give you justice XD
Superfreak04 writes...
at 8:37:06pm on 11/16/09
Oh shit son, it's Mergie! <333333333333333333333333
sasori_of_sorrow writes...
at 8:06:40pm on 11/16/09
Well sure
Let me get my things
(…) ok ready to go :D
sasori_of_sorrow writes...
at 8:57:44am on 11/16/09
The big Apple
Haven’t been there in a while
How was it
SariSynthetic writes...
at 7:10:55pm on 11/15/09
Nice!
How was that?
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