Caprice: AAA
Lawn Wake IV: AAA
Divine Suicide of K: AAA
Exciting Hyper Highspeed Star: AAA
Epidermis: AAA
Eradication: 2 goods
Lawn Wake I: 1 good
4 Chord Touhou: 3 goods
The Adventures of Lolo: 4 goods
Setsujou! Hyakka Ryouran!: 1 good
Piano Etude (Demon Fire): 7 goods
BB Revenge: 3 goods
BB Evolution: 2 goods
Choprite: 3 goods
Silence: 2 goods
Otaku Speedvibe [Oni]: 6 goods
Reality: 5 goods
Turkish March: 3 goods
None Would Escape: 1 good
Strangeprogram: 2 goods
RunnyMorning (SGX MIX): 6 goods
Midnight Dragon: 1 good
Rottel-da-Station: 1 good
Final Fantasy Last Battle Festival: 5 goods
Electro Rush x8 v2: 13-1-0-2
Ketsarku Mozgolam: 6 goods

This blog may be seemingly pessimistic, and I could see how it’d be interpreted that way, but I’m just being real and sharing one of my perspectives in life. It’s a viewpoint that can hopefully help people of higher opportunity be more empathetic for those who are less fortunate.

Many argue that you have the control over your life. They say that your life is based on which decisions and choices you make throughout the situations you face in life. Which is true, and yet it's your genes, which you have absolutely no control over, that make you who you are, what you look like, and how you act. When faced with certain decisions and choices in your life, you choose a certain path because of your morals, unconscious desires, your personality – or what your genes have made you to be. Even the last second choices, the choices you might intentionally make to ’rebel’ against who you are – those were still influenced by your genes. You may argue that your environment you’ve been raised in alters your morals and personality. Yes, it does. But you’ve had no control over your environment from day one. If you were raised in India, you could be a completely different person right now, but you had no control over your parents or the country you were born in. Those who affect you in your life (parents, friends) make their decisions because of their genetic predisposure and environment they’ve lived through as well, of which they had no control over either. You’ve had no control over which people surround your life. You may influence others’ ideas based on what you do or say, but it still comes back to the fact that you’ve done or said these things because of your personality. Sure, your environment and people surrounding you change over time, but the way you handle and interpret the situations you face is determined by your genes and how your personality has changed over time. Your life has had a predestined path since day one, and you just have to live through its illusion of control.

So next time you look at someone and think "what a fuck up," is it really their fault? Did they choose their genetic predisposure, parents, and environment to be raised in? No. Some people get lucky, and others don’t. There are winners and losers. The idea that "everyone’s a winner" in today’s "politically correct" society is just patronizing and dehumanizing – and really pisses me off – but I’ll save my ideas on that topic for another blog.

Be grateful for what’s been given to you. The fact that you even own a computer and are intelligent enough to read this means you lucked out in life. Enjoy your life and try to help those less fortunate as much as you can without stunting your own success.

And I’ll stress it again. Whatever you do, and however you do it, enjoy life.

My screen name is: Party Hat Pro, but if you add it, you'll see that I'll be "offline." This is because of a handy privacy setting we like to refer to as "noob block."

Unfortunately, due to my fame (if you could even call it that) in the professional Halo realm, a ridiculous amount of idiots want to talk to me on AIM. Awhile back, before I blocked the nubtrons, somehow my screen name was posted on a popular Halo forum. This caused a psuedo-apocalyptic incident involving me returning to my computer after eating dinner to find my computer frozen with a blinking AIM window on my task bar reading "314 IMs."

So of course, since that incident, I started using the "noob block" feature, which only allows people who are on MY buddy list to send me IMs.

So, in conclusion, if you wanna talk to me on AIM, I have to add your AIM screen name first... so give it to me. Then I'll add you if I like you =D

Just a month ago I was bragging about my first Guru FC... now I got a Guru AAA =D

Pretty proud of it considering the file has been out for like 5 years and I'm the second person to be able to AAA (Only other person to do so is darkshark) =D

Although this song probably wouldn't even be considered a Guru song anymore with the avmiss fix, but oh well, still makes me happy =]

Also AAA'ed Lawn Wake IV (6th person to do it)

M'kay 'nuff bragging.