i just lost the game. :)

dont know what the game is? il teach it to you.

there are 3 simple rules to the game:
1) everyone who knows the game around the world, is playing the game.
2) if you think about the game, you lose the game.
3) if you lost the game, you must announce it.

now youre officially a player of the game. and you just lost.

just for the record. :)

We lost another. She was such a sweet girl, from what I was told. She went to my school. I didn't know her, but her story has made such a huge impact in my school. Today we all wore black in remembrance of her. Tomorrow we will wear White and Pink in celebration of her wonderful 15 years of life.

She was in a car, sitting in the back seat of a pick up truck and no seat belt. She was in the car with her boyfriend, Steven, but neither were driving. They were drag racing another car, which held one of my classmates, Michael Mosely. The car she was in lost control, flipped over 3 or 4 times, and hit a wall. She ejected from the back window.

She died at the scene..

Her boyfriend crawled to the back through 2 broken ribs and an injured spine to give her CPR. Michael parked and ran and tried to help Olivia and Steven. It was too late for her.

The cops came by and arrested Michael for driving under the influence of alcohol. It's been a month since we had that "Every 15 Minutes" program.. a program that teaches us kids what its like to lose a loved one in an accident caused by drunk driving.

How effective was that program.

RIP Olivia. We're doing everything we can for you and your family. You'll always be in our prayers..

i was gonna rant about how stupid people are. how people beat up other people for no apparent reasons, how people kill others of their own man kind for an ipod, a computer, anything really.. until i found out the truth.

kuya eric (kuya means big brother. but they dont have to be related to you) was my friend. i wasnt close to him, but i did grow up with him being around. i knew his little sister, abby, since we were kids. like 4 or 5 years old.
they have a brother, Kuya Grover. i saw them both at events and parties. they both looked so happy.

the story i have received was that my kuya eric was coming off a train from Rutgers University. the uber university of new jersey.
once he stepped off, he was jumped, and beaten until he died. thats the story i got from the ride home from school that seemed to make 7 quick minutes, to 7 years of pain.

but i dont think thats the right story now. the correct story was, he committed suicide. witnesses say he stepped off the platform wen the train was coming. thats where his body was found.

what is the real story, your story, kuya eric? wat was really going on in your mind, and was it worth taking your own life away? is that even the truth?

was that.. suicide?

omg. today was the last day of school and it was fcking awesome!

YES. I R NO LONGER A FRESHMAN
I R SOPHOMORE AND I EAT FRESHMEAT FOR BREAKFAST. >:D