today..someone mentioned my brother..
how he was better than me...
yet i was older than him..
how...i was nothing compared to him..
you know...
if my brother...was still alive...
i would be alone..
it should have been me that died..
no one would have cared..
i know...tons of people that would have been sad for maybe a day...but his death still haunts me...someone mentioned how if he was alive..i wouldnt be dating julio...
because...julio still has feelings for my brother...
my heart feels like its been ripped up...into shreads...
because.....everyone...is right...im nothing compared to how my brother was...
my heart aches for him...
i loved my brother...but i also enved him....

i think..ill just sit here...and cry...if anyone needs me...text/call me...if you want my number..PM me....

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Retarded, different, wierd, scary,
Confusing, stupid, Dumb, pretty,
Cute, caring, loving, kind, smart,
words...used to describe me...
Some i thought i would never hear..
Some i hoped for hearing...
Its wierd...
Out of everyones opinions..
and the opinions you still have about me
Do some of you think i honestly care..
Care about what you have to say about me?
I dont...
i know who i am...
Im a caring gentle person..
Sometimes shy...
and i love to have fun
You people...with your negative comments towards me..
you cant change that..
Im me...
Your you..were all different..
I'd rather be labled wierd...
Than normal..
Some of you hate me...
Why is that?..
Is it because your afraid..
Afraid of something different coming into your enviorment..
In school we have our "clicks"
Preps, jocks, Emos, Nerds, Gangsters, and Wanna Bes
Were all humans...
Boys...and girls...
The size of our parents income has nothing to do with being a better or worse person..
Common fact is...
Some rich people are snottier
Because they have what gets you places
Not so rich people...are more kind...sometimes
because they know the burdens people have to face
day after day
Im not insulting either one..
Im just stating common factors
Rich kids wanna show off more...because they can afford it
Poor people just want to be accepted...
So...someone..
tell me why...your better...than anyone else around you...
Cause when it comes right down to it..
Were the same...