SCRAMBLED MAH PASSWORD

Competitively, at least.

Yeah, I never actually reached a level where I could be considered a competitive player in the public's eye, but I consider my rate of improvement above average, and that didn't exactly come easily. No more tournaments; no more grinding.

Seeking to alleviate opacity. Sloth: foggy mind does not condone wishful thinking. Victim to its own defenses.

Shameless - adj.
"Feeling no shame; impervious to disgrace."
Short shorts are everywhere.

"Pain and suffering are always inevitable for a large intelligence and a deep heart. The really great men must, I think, have great sadness on earth." -Fyodor Dostoevsky, novelist (1821-1881)

For MOTIVATION (sorry, Stan!)
a MENTAL EXERCISE:
"Who am I? Where am I? When is it? What do I want? Why do I want it? How will I get it? What do I need to overcome? What is my super-objective?"

"Nobody heard him, the dead man,
But still he lay moaning:
I was much further out than you thought
And not waving but drowning.
Poor chap, he always loved larking
And now he's dead
It must have been too cold for him; his heart gave way,
They said.
Oh, no no no, it was too cold always
(Still the dead one lay moaning)
I was much too far out all my life
And not waving but drowning."
- Florence Margaret "Stevie" Smith

Mulie
Mulier = Woman
Muliebrity = Femininity

<3

Take the test (very short).

http://www.blogthings.com/howrareisyourpersonalityquiz/

I retook it. It turns out that my result hinges on a question that has no value to me:

"You identify more with..." (Fictional Characters / Real People)

I feel that I identify equally with both, as both fictional characters and real people are fairly easy to understand. Of course, I originally chose 'real people' because they are bound to be more dynamic and therefore more interesting. A fictional character's depth depends entirely on the writer's own complexity. But that's not even what the question asked me to choose by. If a fictional character is easier to understand (not really), then it goes without saying that I identify with a fictional character more easily. But yeah, not really; it's a stupid, stupid question.

After reading the INTP profile, I have to say... it is very likely that this is the closest that any 12 question personality test will ever come to giving a proper description of what I am actually like. Very surprising. Seriously. It made me go >=o!!!!!! And WHAT and YES and OMFGISgoisjgoisjgorso accurate
Anyway, here's a few excerpts from the following page.


http://www.personalitypage.com/INTP.html


PORTRAIT OF AN INTP - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
(Introverted Thinking with Extraverted Intuition)

As an INTP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things rationally and logically. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in primarily via your intuition.

INTPs live in the world of theoretical possibilities. They see everything in terms of how it could be improved, or what it could be turned into. They live primarily inside their own minds, having the ability to analyze difficult problems, identify patterns, and come up with logical explanations. They seek clarity in everything, and are therefore driven to build knowledge. They are the "absent-minded professors", who highly value intelligence and the ability to apply logic to theories to find solutions. They typically are so strongly driven to turn problems into logical explanations, that they live much of their lives within their own heads, and may not place as much importance or value on the external world. Their natural drive to turn theories into concrete understanding may turn into a feeling of personal responsibility to solve theoretical problems, and help society move towards a higher understanding.

INTPs value knowledge above all else. Their minds are constantly working to generate new theories, or to prove or disprove existing theories. They approach problems and theories with enthusiasm and skepticism, ignoring existing rules and opinions and defining their own approach to the resolution. They seek patterns and logical explanations for anything that interests them. They're usually extremely bright, and able to be objectively critical in their analysis. They love new ideas, and become very excited over abstractions and theories. They love to discuss these concepts with others. They may seem "dreamy" and distant to others, because they spend a lot of time inside their minds musing over theories. They hate to work on routine things - they would much prefer to build complex theoretical solutions, and leave the implementation of the system to others. They are intensely interested in theory, and will put forth tremendous amounts of time and energy into finding a solution to a problem with has piqued their interest.

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INTPs live rich worlds inside their minds, which are full of imagination and excitement. Consequently, they sometimes find the external world pales in comparison. This may result in a lack of motivation to form and maintain relationships. INTPs are not likely to have a very large circle of significant relationships in their lives. They're much more likely to have a few very close relationships, which they hold in great esteem and with great affection. Since the INTP's primary focus and attention is turned inwards, aimed towards seeking clarity from abstract ideas, they are not naturally tuned into others' emotional feelings and needs. They tend to be difficult to get to know well, and hold back parts of themselves until the other person has proven themselves "worthy" of hearing the INTP's thoughts. Holding Knowledge and Brain Power above all else in importance, the INTP will choose to be around people who they consider to be intelligent. Once the INTP has committed themself to a relationship, they tend to be very faithful and loyal, and form affectionate attachments which are pure and straight-forward. The INTP has no interest or understanding of game-playing with regards to relationships. However, if something happens which the INTP considers irreconciliable, they will leave the relationship and not look back.

... check the link for more.

http://www.personalitypage.com/INTP.html