I am so greatful to have this little family. Karl, Oriana and Dorian, they mean everything to me. I never knew who I was before I met Karl and Oriana. I feel so happy to be a mum, I have 2 amazing kids: Oriana [2 years and 8 months old] (my beautiful step daughter) and Dorian [almost 5 months old] (my handsome son). My fiance and I are to be wed on May 18th next year, we are so excited!!! He proposed last year on December 7th... it was so cute how he did it. I feel pretty important because he despised the thought of marriage until we got together. He began talking about wanting to marry me only 2 weeks after we started dating, (after only 1 week we knew we were soulmates). I know it sounds cheesey but there is a story behind it.

When I was 16 years old I was dating a guy named Jonny and he brought me to this youth centre to meet his best friend Kyle. When I seen Kyle I said to Jonny, "OMG he is sooooo hot!" When Kyle introduced himself I knew he wasn't into girls so I jokingly said to Jonny, "Too bad he's gay, I wish he had a twin." Jonny told me he did have a twin and I didn't believe him, until I went with Jonny to Kyle's house. That's when I met Karl (my fiance) for the first time, I was so shy because I had feelings for him right off the bat and I'd never felt that way before. When I was almost 18 things between Jonny and I had become pretty intense, so I was posting depressing things on my wall on Facebook. Karl read my posts and asked me out for a coffee and well...we hit it off very well, an instant connection. Now here we are 2 years later, with a beautiful family and plans for our wedding. We may not be rich (or even close to rich), but we have this family and that is the most important thing in the world.

I am so very happy to announce that on Monday, July 23rd 2012, our son Dorian was born. He weighed 8 pounds and 13.2 ounces, and measured 19.7 inches long. I am proud of myself, I did it 100% natural, no pain management at all. He is such a sweet heart, too cute =). I am very much looking forward to tomorrow, him and his big sister get to finally meet, it's going to be interesting to see how she is with him. I know she will be such a good sister to him. On a side note, I can't wait to get out of here and go home lol. The food here is nasty and I miss our bed, but I only have to hack it out until sometime on Friday...hopefully. Karl, you were wonderful the whole time, thank you so much for being so supportive, and such an amazing partner. I love you so much.

it is so hard to play this game with a 5 year old constantly pestering you......pretty sad when a 39 week pregnant woman has to babysit (free of charge) because his grandmother voluntells me to do it.

Had a wonderful afternoon with my stepdaughter Oriana and her cousin Grant. They are like two peas in a pod =) so cute. I wish that this baby would hurry up and be here lol, I would be able to do more fun things with them. Soon enough though my baby will be here and when he is old enough they will be three little peas in a pod =P lol.

So today I had my ultrasound, we found out that we are having a boy!!!
I told everyone before we even found out that I knew it would be a boy, and I was right. Call it mother's instinct? Lol, anyways I am very happy, and Karl is so proud. Things are going pretty good right now.