What if you could go back in time and just forget.
A time before you were truly loved, a time before we met.
If you could do this would you feel any regret?
What if you had never left my side...

What if I could go back in time and just forget.
I'd never have met you and never learned to love.
I'd of never had a friend I felt I could truly trust.
What if I could stay with you forever...

What if we could go back in time and just forget.
Before you changed my life and I changed yours.
A time when we were just "friends" and distance didn't matter.
What if we could continue from where we left off...

What if time turned back and we'd never met each other. If we never started talking and we never got together. If I never let myself believe what I felt. What if I was never convinced we'd be together forever...

When you told me I was yours.
When you said there wasn't anyone else you wanted.
When you said you couldnt live without me.
When you told me you needed me.
When you called me your everything.
When you told me what you'd do for me.
When you said we should get married.
When you told me you wanted to start a family.
When you said you'd die to be with me.
When you told me you loved me.
Did you mean it?

A long time ago I told you I would always love you. Did I lie? No. Will I lie? No. I will always love you. It doesn't matter what you've done in your past. I will always love you. For all the things you have done and maybe shouldn't have, I forgive you. Who am I to judge you on your actions? I love you for who you are. Not how you look, or what you've done in the past, or what your background is. I will always love you. We have all done things; inhumane things, things that we never thought we would do. Things we regret. It is a part of everyone's life. No one is perfect, and yet everyone is perfect for someone. If we cannot forgive then we cannot go on in life. I have already made this decision. I love you. I need you. I forgive you. I will forgive you always. You cannot have love without forgiveness, two sides of the same coin. The sun and the moon.I promise once more... I will always love you.

If crying could express the pain that I feel, A razor at my wrist would not be the deal.
The aching in my heart as the skin begins to peel, this pain I can feel but it seems so surreal.
Cutting eases my mind; a sort of sweet diversion, mental stress and physical are swapped in this conversion.
Abandoned in my time of need; there is no one around. I lost what matters most to me. A king without a crown. A buildup of events from start to now has all come crashing down.
It's far too much for me to bear, it is driving me insane.
The easiest way out... a bullet to the brain.
Then again another solution would be to overdose. All hope syphoned from my heart. I have lost my white rose.
The last of what I had was taken. I've nothing else to lose.
You left me and I'm sure you know, my love for you was profuse.
The sadness that I stored inside is starting to get loose.
A final note to all my friends... this time I tie the noose.

Of all the things I'd done for you I had not done but were to do. For none but you these things I would do. And just for you what wouldn't I do? I'd do for you anything I could do. To do it for you if you asked me to. To prove to you that it I would do. I'd lie for you. I'd cry for you.. I'd kill for you. I'd die for you. Now you have left me and there is nothing I can do.