i'm sorry to say this but because of things that have happened i will be leaving ffr and other things as well i just need to get away from the word and this is the best way to do it

for that past 2 weeks i have been in the hospital i know it sounds back but really it's not i met alot of people that were there to help me i was ok there i was happy sad that i couldn't talk to my loved ones but happy then i get hoe and every one yels at me every one nags on me and every one bugs me it made me really depressed and i felt like i was drounding i couldn't take it it got to the point where i tried to over douse but the pills where locked up i was so pissed off by that poinh i sat there and cut my arms and i got in such a bad mood i hurt the ones i love i don't know why i'm writing this but maybe it might help my friends so tey can help me who knows any ways sorry for waisting your time bye