It's really weird.. I fell in love with someone, someone that I thought I'd never see myself with. I loved talking to this person so much, that I wanted to talk all night.I feel like I'm close to the person, but I don't know if this person feels the same way about me. I wanted to find out so bad. I finally found out... Turns out that this person didn't want to be in a relationship because of the feelings for a guy. That didn't stop me though. I wanted to show that I could be better than this "guy." I would of done anything for this person, but it didn't happen. This person wanted to stay friends. I wanted to accept the offer, but I couldn't. I had to show I cared...


One day something happened, something bad. This person's crush had found something else, but I just anyone. Someone that's close to this person. This person was crushed, couldn't believe what happened. I tried my best to put a smile back on my crushes face. I couldn't do it.. everything I did had no effect, just didn't work. Soon, my crushed left, wanting to get the thoughts that caused so much pain, away. I knew I had feelings for this person because when I heard about this I cried. I don't usually cry whiched shocked me so. I couldn't stop this person from leaving so the best thing I could do was to agree and let my crush go. It was so painful..


I've already went though this once.. Never thought that I'd go though it again.

You'll be missed. <3

Okay, check this out, I finally found my main person for Super Smash Bros. Brawl. Lucario is like the perfect person for me. He has some nice strong hits, he has a good defense combat strike, I couldn't ask for no one better. I know Ike and Marth are good, but I wanted someone different, plus I didn't want my character to be human ^_^ My friends complain that he's too slow, but when I bet the crap out of them, they're speechless. I know one of my friends is really good, I mean he beat me with all kinds of characters, which was plain cheating to me.. Finally I challenged him, and guess who I got.. Yep you know it, LUCARIO! He said that he'll go easy on me, but I said, "Nah nah, gimme your best shot." And he did. We played a total of five matches, and guess who won? Lucario! I won four out of those five matches. He used everyone he got, Zelda, Ike, Marth, and Snake. Still got beat. Yep, sooner or later I'm going to become unstoppable with Lucario, so you all better watch out. :P

I just found something about myself today. See I believe school is a burden, but a lot of people believe school is a burden. Even though people hate it and don't even want to go though it, I want to, I need to. Not cause of the education. It's cause it gives me something to do. On this spring break I've found out something. I don't do anything. All I do is just sit in my house, playing the game or on the computer, because all my friends that used to live in my neighborhood are gone. They left me. So school keeps my mind focus. It keeps me up tight, ready for anything else. Even though it seems like I hate it so much, trying to find anyway I can for not going, I actually like it, need it. For without the drama and other things that happen, I'm nothing. I can't live or act properly without it. I wonder if knowing this will help change my life, make it better. Hopefully, it will...

I was away for a while from FFR. I'm not gonna lie, I got bored of it. It just didn't seem like a challenge anymore, even though I'm not a true expert. I'm not really sure what made me come back, but I'm back! I'm guessing cause I haven't mastered FFR yet. So now I'm gonna be on and play more often. Way more often, it's not like I have anything better to do.

Oh yeah, and I know I need some practice cause I decided to play a couple of games and couldn't even really see the arrows coming up!